Pheww.. is afternoon and i'm fuking sad right now.. haha.. hell yea! .. congret to Hoki the 19th break (BY GIRLSz) .. FUK !! haha.. don know y everytime will like thatz.. FATE??? My previous life was a play boy?? .. NAH. . __ nothing to do wif my past life.. i'm hoki this life.. WHY i can't like the others couple?.. go relation for few month/ year.. stable..caring.. everything na.. FUk.. me nae.. few day.. 1 or 2 week .. 2 month.. FUK.. my longest was onli 6 month and the shortest is 1 day !!!! .. KNNBCCB!!!!! .. though this time finally can celebrate V.day wif her.. Haizz.. my whole life never celebrate V.day before de.. not one time.. V.day not working is stay at home.. Don want to see all the couple walking around.. holding hands.. eat dinner.. __ .. damn thought working for the whole day on that day can no need see all this fuking shit .. FUK!!.. Company open a V.day Special dinner for them.. I even seleceted to be the one to serve Food to them.. FUK!!! Y this kind of things always happen to me?? .. NB 19 years old lao nae.. got so many gf before.. never even have one special say with them before.. !!! V.day / x-max /CNY.. NOt even a children day!!!.. TMD.. thought this kind finally can le.. NB.. the same again.. what wrong wif me??? Ar.. saying this.. I EVEN haven go for a date before.. not even once.. everytime got ppl or friend around one.. NOW THEN I Remember.. NB!!!! Watch movie got friends go..fuk .. eat got friends around.. fuk.. go walk walk also got ppl pei.. fuk.. NB.. onli go home that time no one pei.. CB!!!! .. really ar.. now i feel so surprise i never go out wif all my gf before.. i mean onli i and my gf.. TMD.. why i so lousy one???? ... Haiz.. ALL MY Brother say.. hoki.. u everything have .. just don have a good gf.. TMD.. money i can don want.. big house.. big car.. don give a damn!!.. i just want to have a gf and we happy and togehter 4 ever.. so simple thing y can't i have it.. !!!! FUK FUK FUK....................................................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!